whothefuckisabipitcher?

Everytime it seems that something is going in my favour and I’m going to be happy for once something happens just to fuck it all up again. I feel like I’ve been punched in the chest, it’s like no matter what I do or who I talk to the world conspires against me ><

I don’t get it, I’m a good person, I’m friendly, I look out for people in trouble, I listen to all my friend’s problem even when they don’t give a shit about mine, I always consider other people’s feelings, so really where the fuck am I going wrong?

I hate this feeling, feeling I have no control whatsoever, I hate not knowing what’s around the corner because deep down I’m just as insecure as everyone else is, as you are, no matter how smiley I am on the outside.